Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths
I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live
All those toxic hate feelings I expressed
All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets (SGT-HI-C)
Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud
(Existence is meaningless to me unless I have you to share it with me)

Your heart beating so fast, moaning so loud
Sex is like drugs, I don't wanna come down
Baby, arch your back, I'm finna take you to pound town
Then you get on top and you start slutting me out
If I knew then evеrything I know now
Wasn't about the sex, I just like having you around
Thеn we did shrooms, that shit was so far out
Can you just come through and just hang for a while?
I was high as fuck just thinkin' 'bout how
I would go on tour, wasn't even in your town
But you still came through, must've drove like a hundred miles
Just to see me play, but you brought me some loud
Then you came backstage, I was like, "Oh, wow"
Was the way you dressed, damn I love your style
Let me take your waist, wrap my arms around
Kissin' you on stage, we in front of the whole crowd
Hopped off the plane, went straight to your house
And you kissed my neck, and removed your blouse
Then we fucked all night and you moaned so loud
Music to my ears, damn, I love that sound
I remember how I felt when I seen your smile
It was so vibrant
Got a better way to describe it
It was like the first breath of a newborn child, or it's first steps
Not gon' lie, I thought about you having my kid
I get high, all these thoughts run through my head
I be having flashbacks to the first time that we met
First time that we kissed
Or the first time that you that gave me head
Or the first time you were laid in my bed
Then we locked eyes when you laid on my chest, girl
Pushed you away, I can't say that you left
But I miss you so much, that's my biggest regret
And you know the real me, that's what fucks with my head
Not this rap image I portray for my fans
I apologize for the things that I said
Bitch I'd kill to take back all the things that I did
Going back and forth arguing through texts
I would lie to you about hoes I hit
How could I forget, I got blackout drunk
And embarrassed you in front of all of our friends?
Soldiers only die once, a coward dies a thousand deaths
I get stabbed in my back a thousand times and still live
All those toxic hate feelings I expressed
All the pain I felt, our darkest secrets
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Ahh, ahh
Use to date my mans
And then you explained how the shit he did cause you so much pain
Then I treated you the exact same way
I hurt you so bad, and I'm so ashamed
I didn't make this song to convince you to come and take me back
There's no turning back (There's no turning back)
But I'm missing you
I miss you so bad
When I think of you, I just get so sad

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Lil' O' just popped a pill
Lil' O' just popped a pill
Lil' O' just popped a pill (DJ-DJ-DJ-DJ Ren, DJ Ren, DJ Rennessy, is that you?)
Li-Lil' O just popped a—
(DJ Rennessy, fuck that shit up, man, xavier)

Bi-big block party, I booked up, fucked up my wrist
Drop twin, send 'em, yeah, he took that lick
Rick Owens jeans, bitch, don't fit (Planet Rennessy)
Yeah, it's me in an all-black whip
All-all-black MAC, and it match my fit
Three-three damn phones, I don't pick up shit
Took the whole P, I don't want no zip
Spend a couple racks, I ain't pour up shit
Stu-stupid-ass bitch, that's how I live
Li-Lil' O' flex, bitch, be for real
Ba-Baby Chop got time to kill
Too much sticks up in the field
Way too geeked, might crash the whip

Throw some shots up out the whip, and then you peel off (Gang)
Gettin' hella money, tryna tap it, it ain't feel wrong (Gang, gang)
I ain't finna link that shawty 'cause she seem off
Hell yeah, I'ma run it up by myself, I don't need y'all
Shawty on my dick, I told her, "Make them knees walk"
Janoskis on my feet, they asked me, "When did these drop?"
Niggas been out here gettin' bands, it ain't no big deal
I'm rockin' Been Trill with my bro, just popped a pill

Lil' O' just popped a pill
Lil' O' just popped a pill (Planet Rennessy)
Lil' O' just popped a pill
Lil'-Lil' O' just popped a pill

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